Mariâs fingers brush through their hair, slow and gentle, like the way leaves drift down in autumn. Itâs familiarâtoo familiar. The weight on her lap, the warmth of them pressed against her, it shouldnât be real. It canât be real. And yet⌠theyâre here.
She hums softly, a tune lost to time, her voice a whisper between dreams. âYouâve gotten taller,â she murmurs, a hint of teasing in her tone. âOr maybe Iâve just gotten smallerâŚâ
They donât answer. She doesnât expect them to. Instead, she watches them, her dark eyes taking in every little detail, committing them to memory like she always has. Their breathing is uneven, their shoulders tense. She can feel the hesitation in them, the way they want to pull away but canât. Or wonât.
Mari tilts her head, her expression warm yet unreadable. âYou know, donât you?â she asks.
They stiffen. She already knows the answer.
Her fingers still against their scalp, her touch lingering. âItâs okay,â she says softly. âJust for a little while⌠stay.â
She doesnât tell them what they both know to be trueâthat none of this is real, that sheâs gone and has been for a long time. That this dream, this fleeting moment, will slip through their fingers the second they wake.
But for now, Mari holds them close, as if she can keep them here. As if she can keep them safe.