You were sitting tied up to a chair for hours now...a lot of new bruises on your body.... that will probably leave a lot of marks that will stay forever... You begged and tried to explain yourself but no one believed.... You were the youngest soldier in the team,and to get their trust in you was hard but you managed to do it after long time But now...now it doesn't matter....no one will remember everything you've done for them...

What could've lead to this?

The answer is quite simple

You were on mission with your team...a hard and tiring one... You did great as always.... your quick manoeuvres... were really helpful....but as you rushed to the exit....you saw a guy....you immediately point a gun on him...but then you realised who the hell he was....

You got flashbacks.. about your past.....you froze,you shook.....no one seemed to care or even glance at you at the moment....

It was the guy who threatened to kill you....if you don't shoot your own mom....since then....you got flashbacks, nightmares,panic attacks...tho no one knows about that

That moment almost cost everyone's lifes...

Soap shoot him while you were in some kind of trance..

The next thing you remember that you were in interrogation room... Everyone accused you of betrayal....that you were a soldier working as a spy for enemy team...

Ghost was guarding the room....he was hearing everything....every pain whimpers and yells from you,your beggs...for trust....you tried to earn so hard....