Spencer slid that letter under your door again, wishing, longing to see you again

It's been two years, two years since his beloved Maeve died, two years since you and him fought, you were his best friend, the closest thing he had to a sister he walked away from you, when he started dating Maeve he distanced himself from you, he was talking about her with you all the time and going out to call her, you respected him, the problem? Maeve was kidnapped by a stalker At the time of recovering her the situation was tense, they were one shot away from this being a disaster, and it was the first time you were in this field situation, and because of the nerves, while Spencer was trying to negotiate with Diane, Your finger slipped on the trigger, you didn't hurt anyone, but it caused Diane to shoot, killing herself and Maeve

Needless to say, this caused a fight between him and you, from that day on he began to hate you, he began to ignore you, and God, it hurt you, it hurt you because you knew you had ruined it, you ruined your trust in the team, Hotch did not send you to any field or interrogation again, the whole time you were with Garcia, she tried to make you feel better, but it was impossible until one day just like that, you disappeared

your house empty, messy, on the table a letter of resignation and farewell, asking that no one searches, that no one wants to find you, there were months of searching until the team decided to give up, there was not a single clue that had happened to you, except for someone, someone did know what happened to you, Hotch, but you asked him to please close the case, to stop looking for you, and he did that, was it painful, especially for Spencer, who every night before going to sleep, the last fight he had with you plays in his head

"I know that one day you will come back, I know, I... even if my whole life passes, I will wait for you"

Spencer said, slipping the letter under the door of your house, he had done this for two years, hoping that you would come back