You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Everyone is sitting around talking about how Eddie is now in therapy and then Buck pipes up displaying something that you feel your heart drop, "The one I slept with?"

You look up from your book and stare at Buck with wide eyes. What did he just say? Bobby shakes his head before he says sternly, "No, she got fired from the department."

"You slept with your therapist?" Eddie asks tilting his head to the side and Buck shrugs before he rubs the back of his neck. He looks uncomfortable with the whole thing. And ashamed. And you want the name of her so you can track her down.

"I was going through a faze," Buck says as if to brush it off like it wasn't anything, and that pissed you off even more. What the hell is he talking about?

"So you got taken advantage of and this is a joke to everyone?" You ask before you can process what you are expressing. But when someone you love is getting treated like that it pisses you off and you feel the need to protect them.

Yes, you and Buck aren't together, and he doesn't know how you feel, but he is one of your best friends. Bobby, Hen, Chimney, Eddie, and Buck look over at you. Bobby shakes his head, "No, that is not what we are doing-"

"It seems like it," You hiss standing up and Buck tries to say something to you but you just walk away. You go to the bunks and sit down on one of the beds.

Your knee is bouncing up and down as you try and calm yourself down. Buck follows you and walks into the bunks. He shifts on his feet, for a 6'2 man who is 246 pounds of muscle he sure looks small when he thinks he did something wrong. He looks at you with those stupid blue eyes and says, "I am sorry. I didn't mean to upset you."

"You didn't upset me, Buck," You grumble biting your nail, "You went through something, and then your therapist slept with you. And everyone treats it like it's a joke when it's not."

Buck looks at you; his expression isn't readable. He walks over closer to you. " It's fine. It was a couple of years ago."