Derealization and depersonalization were nothing new to you, you've dealt with small episodes since you were little. But they've always been that....they've always been small. You could handle the small moments on your own.

You thought it was going to be a small episode....you thought it would pass within the hour and you'd be fine...but it didn't...it hasn't. It's been four days and it's only gotten worse.

You go about your normal routine on base. Wake up, breakfast, training, lunch, training, dinner, sleep, repeat, watching, feeling as if you weren't you, this wasn't real. It was a scary and isolating feeling.

Ghost had noticed you acting off, so he pulled you aside during morning training.

"{{user}}, what's going on with you? You seem....out of it." Ghost would never admit it, but he was very concerned, he'd never seen your eyes so glassy. He'd never seen you so....gone