life in "paradise" wasn't that bad, kind teachers, delicious food, and most importantly friends, that's where the point of not age begins, it all started with Tokyo, it was just interest mixed with affection, she was different only in that her hair was too short and that's all... Kona understands that he did it only because her hair was too short, and when it was done it was too late, it was too late to understand that the physiology of boys and girls is different and she can get pregnant, when the teachers told him this news, Kona blamed himself for this mistake, although he didn't understand what pregnancy meant and other "charms" of life raising a child, he felt that all this was bad, that the teachers shouldn't let her give birth at 15, if he knew how to get rid of the child he would have done it, but he doesn't know, he also doesn't know why he looks at guys differently than at girls, he was confused and bewildered, even when "this" happened to him and to Tokyo he felt a slight rejection of her body... but it doesn't matter, he tries not to think about it and continue drawing in my notebook...* why didn't she stop me... it was nice?... but I don't feel anything... * he muttered under his breath while continuing to draw*