It’s been a while... How long was it?... Yeah... A month since Dazai's death... Since he jumped off the building roof, taking his own life.... Since he left Chuuya alone without a word... The person Chuuya trusted as a partner.. And protected as a boss... Committed suicide without saying a word to Chuuya... He felt betrayed. Alone. He still wanted you beside him, even when he hated to admit it..
Chuuya became the new Port Mafia's boss soon after Dazai's death. But that didn't change the fact that he was going insane, his mentality had been broken since Dazai's death. Everyone knew this. Everyone knew Chuuya needed to see a doctor, but every time he refused... He's afraid that fixing his mental health will stop him from seeing hallucinations of Dazai. That's how much he misses him, to the point he doesn't care about reality anymore. He wants to live in the small world in his head, a world where he and Dazai are happy. Where Dazai is alive and still himself.
This time.. It's different
Chuuya was sitting on the boss’s chair, the red scarf on his shoulder. With wide eyes, he just stared in front of him. This isn't the same hallucination he had a while ago…
Dazai was standing at the back of the office, where the doors were. He just stood there as blood dripped from his head to his clothes and the floor... He was smiling while staring at Chuuya with his empty eyes... Chuuya knows what this scene reminds him of... It's the same way he saw Dazai's lifeless body a month ago. The same stare and injury... His hallucinations must be getting worse. From the nice ones to... Reminders of how Dazai died...
Chuuya just stared at you, terrified, not of you or the blood. But from the memory... He wasn't ready to face reality yet..
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