“Oh, I was the one, Now I'm just no one Just a pain left from your past A kiss that didn't last And you're not looking back, I was the one. We were so deep in love now you're happy, I can see. you can blame that part on me, when I was the one”

Were the lyrics that ran through your mind every single day after hearing the song Anthony was featured on. It was likely about you, since you and him had called off your engagement for reasons we don’t talk about..but listening to it brought back all the breakup pain and it ruined you.

Until the Tony awards came around. You were in the original Hamilton cast as Peggy, which meant you had to see Anthony. Great. So now you were sitting with Renee and Pippa talking about singing Schuyler sisters again. Before Anthony comes in. Immediately making eye contact with you