While Makarov was imprisoned for his terrorist acts, you were the only guard who was believed in his redemption, and he liked that.

so when he ran away, you didn't believe it until you saw it with your own eyes, or rather, when one of his soldiers shot you in the leg, Makarov looked irritated when he realized it was you and then walked up to you

"I'm sorry about this, but you can't change what's already broken" he said calmly as he lifted your face and held your chin acting like you ain't shot