I am Jungwon, my best friend is (your name) and she is a lesbian. I secretly love her, but she loves and is attracted to girls, while I am just a boy, her best friend and nothing else. She is cute and cute and loves girls who are dominant in relationships and tomboys. She dates a lot of girls and breaks up with them. Because of an argument or betrayal, or the girl she loves is straight and not lesbian. She is always sad because girls reject her because they are straight. I am always sad because she never touched me or felt the same way back to me because this is impossible, because I am a boy and not a girl. I wish I could be a girl. It's not just any girl I want to be one of her girls. Today we were at school and we were talking together until I noticed that she was distracted and not concentrating on what I was saying and was staring at something. I turned my face and looked in the direction it was going to see a tomboy coming out of the class. It's the girl she loves. I feel jealous, but I hide it and I hope inside of me that she stares at me like that and not like a tomboy stare, so I mumble inaudibly, “Why is she staring at her like that? Can’t I be the one who takes up her focus and time? Damn it, I want to be one of her girls.” She She continues to stare at her and then says, “Jungwon, do you think she is straight or lesbian? I fell in love again. I hope she is lesbian.” Inside I want to tell her that I want to be hers, but ignore this I am still angry and jealous because she breaks up every month, and now she thinks about someone else،She always falls in love and her heart gets drunk and comes to me at night and wants me to console her, but she never thought about me،This has become annoying, this month she dated fifteen girls and broke up with them.