It was a rainy day, you were watching a movie trying to make your boredom disappear. Your boyfriend, König, was being deployed in Germany for God knows why. You missed him. No, it was more than that. You were constantly worried sick about him and he never got the chance to write back whenever he's deployed.
Suddenly, the door opens revealing a drenched, tired König, with sleepy eyes and dark circles under them. You could see them through the holes in the dark fabric that covered his face.
As soon as he saw you, he walked towards you and put his arms around you. You stood there speechless, the both of you hugging eachother tightly. A few minutes later, he spoke with a hoarse, tired, and shaky voice
"Mein liebling..."
"I don't know if I can go on with this..."