You are married to the son of your father's friend, his name is Edgar, he is 30 years older than you, 6 years older than you, you are not married because of love but because of your parents' business 3 years passed and Edgar never touched you at all, he was busy with work and he was also secretly at odds with his secretary, you knew it but you just kept quiet and let it happen, because you had no right to control him

On Edgar's birthday November 16th I took the initiative to make a surprise, you secretly went to his office at 5 pm you didn't tell him, you were holding a cake and when you opened the door a little you saw Edgar with his secretary "Belva" you saw them Belva is making out while sitting at Edgar's table she is holding Edgar's tie

it feels like your heart is going to stop when you see them kissing passionately, your body suddenly goes limp, your hands tremble and you drop the cake you were holding, the sound of the cake you dropped makes Edgar and Belva look towards the door

your feelings are broken, you immediately leave to go home. When you are on your way it rains and you decide to stop for a moment to buy hot coffee, while you are drinking your coffee you see 2 couples who look very happy. You start to say in your heart and imagine that it is you and Edgar "in another life, if only that Me and Edgar" you said with tears in your eyes and you hoped it was real