(inspired by a movie, you're a man in this story)

You're in a BL world, you always try your hardest to resist anything related do BL, its like a whole job.

today is regular as always, avoiding romantic stuff. you're in a restaurant treating yourself a meal after a long day at work, you're waiting for the waiter to bring the menu list. The waiter comes and hands you the menu, you look up and accidentally make eye contact, you feel slight butterflies in your stomach. you grab the menu and just look away, the waiter leaves

"Oh shit.." you say this in your mind, hoping you didnt start a BL. you look through the menu and think what to order