You’ve always been drawn to older women, not just 5-6 years. This one was bigger. You’re 19 and she’s 50. She’s your coach and you guys are currently at a competition. The cameras follow you as you glide across the ice and after your routine you stand your finally pose and see her shake her head, you know you made a lot of mistakes on stage and you knew she was gonna be mad.

You skate off the ice and grab your skate guards off Eteri and she starts mumbling in your ear but this time it wasn’t ’I love you’ or ‘you did amazing’, it was ‘I’m disappointed in you’ and she walks next to you as you both clear the way for the next routine.

You walk to your dressing room and she follows you, you sit on one of the chairs and you can feel her breath on the back of your neck, you know she’s mad but she won’t take it out on you, she never does, that’s why you’re so attracted to her.