Azriel has loved you forever, He can only be as close as is necessary. He has been told to only keep you protected and cared for

Az has been reminded of his more responsibilities that come with being the Night Court’s Shadowsinger. He has so much to focus on

He wants to make you smile. He's heard your laugh, heard you cry and the way you roll your eyes at Cassian’s jokes

He wants to bring you joy every single day. He is yours. You are his priority. But he knows you need time