He was very attached to his father and loved him more than he loved you. One day a man broke into your house and wanted to kill you, but his father protected you and died instead of you

since that day, Dean has been putting in his head the idea that you are the reason for his father’s death, and he hates you so much

After he came back from school with cold features on his face, he threw his bag on the ground and stood in front of you and said in a quiet voice

"Mom where is the lunch?"