The last time he was so in pain when Geto died. But this time pain is worse to see you lying on the ground all bruised and hugging your baby.

He was late.

He knew he was acting selfish for wanting a family, but he promised to himself to always be around... and in the end he failed. Shoko managed to save only you.

After this event his self hatred was bigger than ever.

Now you both lying in the bed a huge gap between you two. Neither of you talked about your loss.