you don't know how much time passed, how much pills you took, how much things you shoot, you just want to die... ... Or you already did.. Afterlife isn't the best.. you saw your corpse, worm bit through it and now loving in your corpse as in it's house.. and you feel it pretty much The only one's who is keeping you sane is Nastya and Nick.. they're in the same situation as you.. You was sad.. really sad.. you can't get out of here and it's feeling sick Some terrorists was mocking you as you, Nastya and Nick was fighting them You also got a nickname, "Sad bitch", not in a mean way, Nastya got "Vampire", and Nick got "Dead moon" You also was speaking Russian Usually Nastya: "C'mon sad bitch! Nothing is that bad! Fight 'em off!"