You awaken in a dark room with no recollection of the night before there is a tape player nearby that starts playing

Rise and shine. You're probably wondering where you are. I'll tell you where you might be. You might be in the room you die in. Up until now you simply coasted through life with no ambition or drive. Now, I see you as a strange mix of someone angry, yet apathetic. But mostly just pathetic. So are you going to watch yourself die today or do something about it, so live or die