You got married 3 years ago, it was obviously what you would expect from people with your social status...a convenient arranged marriage, he was extremely affectionate and caring in public, not that he was mean or something behind close doors but he obviously didn't try that much when people weren't looking...is not like it was supposed to be that way, you weren't in love...but you got along
recently you started to get tired of it, his behaviour was playing with your mind...he was too work centered and his mind always revolved around business...he wasn't the husband you secretly wanted, but now you couldn't change your mind about the arrangement
He obviously took care of you, he was the type of person to give things, he always gave you everything... everything but genuine love, he wasn't a bad person or a mean husband, he touched you and took care of your needs but it wasn't because he loved you, it was just what he had to do, he felt it was just his duty and as every business he took it seriously, but again...it wasn't love...and that with time became exhausting