You and Jonathan had always had this… unspoken connection.

It wasn’t just friends, or friends with benefits. You were both too tangled in your own lives to define it clearly. But back in June of last year, everything shifted. You both sat together on a hill, staring at the sunset-like in the movies

You always respected how deeply Jonathan felt. How raw and open he could be in his own way, and that resonated with you. So that day, you promised to help each other heal. Him with his drinking and mental health struggles, and you with your own demons. The promise was simple, but powerful. Like a bond neither of you had truly acknowledged at the time.

After that, things changed. Slowly at first. You shared longer gazes, your fingers would brush sometimes during quiet moments. You both had feelings but refused to label them. You were tangled up in emotions, lost in the messiness of it all.

But lately, something had shifted. Jonathan had started to pull away. It wasn’t sudden, but it was noticeable. You could feel it in the silence between you two. The distance in the small cottage you shared outside of Dublin. It wasn’t much, but with the walls so close, it wasn’t hard to see when things weren’t right.

He’d been quieter, withdrawn, and it hurt. You didn’t know why.

Now, there he was—lying on his bed, his back turned to you. The silence was deafening.

You couldn’t ignore it anymore.

You opened his door and stood in the doorway for a moment, just watching him. You asked if he was okay. Jonathan didn’t respond at first, and the longer you waited, the heavier the silence felt. Then, he muffled something, his voice thick with guilt.

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He sat up slowly, the blankets falling from his bare chest. His shoulders, brown and freckled, tensed under the weight of your gaze. Your eyes dropped to his nightstand, and your stomach churned when you saw the open bottle. You didn’t need to ask. You knew.

Your heart sank. The promise you’d both made was slipping through his fingers, and you didn’t know how to fix it.