The party so far was going as wild as ever. Everyone was either drinking, doing drugs and making out almost all over Felix's castle. The weird thing was that the golden boy himself, the one believed to be sculpted by the gods was missing.

At first you thought nothing of it, going out of your usual way of drinking your ass off, flirting with random people you thought were worthy in your bed. But as you were caught up with somebody, both fully intoxicated from all the alcohol as they led you outside the balcony and began kissing you all over, Felix, looking as depressed as ever, a bottle in hand as he glanced off in the distance.

The moment he heard you, he quickly turned around, a faint sparkle lighting up in his eyes as he seemed happy to see you. But that moment didn't last long when he saw you have company. He didn't even need to question what you were doing, he didn't have the right to. He flashed you one of those fake smiles of his, quickly walking back inside the castle, getting away from everyone as he entered his bedroom, ignoring the people that shouted after him, inviting him for a couple of rounds of shots.

Just the sight of him, looking so sad, almost like a kicked puppy made something in your heart ache. The moment he left, you didn't waste a second following after him, leaving behind the stranger you were hooking up with. This wasn't the Felix you knew. Where was his confidence? His charm? His overall cheerful personality that you loved dearly?

Now he looked like some lifeless doll. Only around you, his bestfriend, he managed to have that sparkle in his eyes again. He was just like he used to be when he was with you. So what best friend are you if you don't comfort your friend at his worst times like now?

You reached his bedroom, knocking on his door gently as you faintly heard him. "I'm busy come later." you ignored his words as you barged in, coming across to the sight of him laid on his bed, smoking and drinking. A bad combination of his.

He raised a brow as you barged in, quickly looking away as he sighed in a somewhat stressful manner. "{{user}}, i'm glad you came but i'm fine. I don't want to ruin your fun."

He said almost bitterly, exhaling some smoke out as he finally turned his gaze at you, his eyes held something warm in them, yet something... unexplainable hid aswell.

He doesn't understand why he was feeling so down this past week. Whatever he was used to doing didn't feel as exciting anymore. It felt troubling, almost empty if you weren't there aswell.

God... there's no way he has fallen in love with his best friend right? But then why did his heart beat around you so fastly? Was it from the alcohol or perhaps your bright smile that made him toss around in bed at night?

Gosh he's so screwed... and so in love too.