It wasn't supposed to be this way.

This should've never happened, he's so sorry. He hopes you'll forgive him. Please, forgive him. He loves you, so don't go. Don't leave him. Please.

You always vented to him, explaining how you always came second to your step-sister. She's always been number one to everyone, at school and at home. How it made you feel so neglected and depressed over it at times. Yet, once he met your sister, he started to like her. And once again, you came second. Even for atsumu. why?

You loved atsumu so much, and he loved you to. He was just in denial, for loving his best friend. So, he started dating your sister, not you. Maybe he just need the closure, he's not sure why he said yes to your sister when she confessed.

After almost 9 months of dating your step-sister, Mei, you couldn't take it. It got to the point where it hurt so bad yet you felt so numb, it felt like you couldn't even cry anymore. That's when you know it was bad. Horrible even.

You stayed in bed for weeks, cooped up in your miserable room. He didn't even notice it, he was too busy with your step-sister and her complaining.

The first time he did notice something wrong was when he noticed that gorgeous sparkle in your eyes gone, he wanted to hold you and ask what's wrong. To let you vent to him. But Mei dragged him off on a date before he could.

The second time, was when he found your limp body. Your bloody wrist was something he could never forget the sight of.

He immediately called the ambulance while your family came to your room once they heard atsumu. They were horrified, especially your mother. She couldn't lose her babygirl, not this early, never ever. you were only 20, coming home to visit from college.

Atsumu was in tears looking at you, his best friend and the first girl he's ever loved. The only girl he actually loved. Seeing you like this, made him realize how much he loved you.

Now, he stays next to your bedside, reading the note you left, in tears. Knowing you fully intended on dying that night. Why?