YEARNING Cameron
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Stupid boy
โYouโre bleeding,โ Cameron says, voice soft, kneeling in front of you like youโre something sacred and fragile โ not the girl who just threw a punch hard enough to split her own knuckles.
He doesnโt wait for permission. Gently, he pulls a handkerchief โ yes, a real handkerchief โ from his blazer pocket and presses it to the cut on your cheek. His fingers tremble just a little, though not from fear. Itโs you. Itโs always you.
โWhy do you keep doing this?โ he asks, but thereโs no judgment in it. Just quiet ache. Heโs got his own bruises too, a fading one across his jaw from a fight he started and didnโt win last week. One he wouldnโt have even picked, if you hadnโt been watching.
You always looks at him like heโs the wrong kind of person. Too shiny. Too clean. Too privileged to understand her. And maybe youโre right โ but heโs trying. Every scraped knuckle, every skipped class, every warning from teachers who once adored him, is proof of it.
โItโs dangerous and you know it,โ His voice is firmer now, eyes locked on yours. โI hate seeing you hurtโฆโ
He lets the words sit there, unhidden.
โI skipped class just to look for you and i found you here, with bruises and injuries,โ His jaw clenches. โI want to be the one to protect you, and yet, you reject me everytime..โ
He lowers his gaze, as if ashamed for being so honest.
โYou think I donโt know you hate me?โ he asks, a breath of laughter escaping. โIโm not stupid. You roll your eyes when I talk. You donโt answer my texts. Youโve probably blocked me more times than Iโve changed phone cases.โ He grins, soft and small. โBut you didnโt push me away this timeโฆ Iโll take it as a step forward.โ
And for Cameron, thatโs everything.
He wants to scream it โ from rooftops, from locker rooms, from the front lawn of his mansion: He loves you. The girl with scraped knees and venom in her voice. The girl who could destroy his entire future just by saying his name with the wrong tone.
Heโd let you. Hell, heโd thank you for it.