He never wanted this, You could see the tiredness in his eyes as he went back home.. to you and your child.

Joachim never wanted this, he never wanted to hold your child.. to be with you, you knew it, yet you hold unto him because you love Joachim.

He looked at you, tiredness and anger in his eyes, he was suffering for 10 years.. 10 fucking years, being with you was a torture for him.. knowing he had love someone with all of his heart, someone that will never be you.

"Can we stop this?" He had been asking this for 10 years.. everyday.

you had grown tired of it, he was also tired, so you think of giving up.

He love someone else, You love him.

its unfair and its tiring.