everything was perfect a happy family a happy dad with a happy wife (your mom) it was all so so good until mom left. There was always fights between them constant bickering but it all felt too good to end till it did

since the divorce Gerard found himself angry blaming everyone but himself his self hatred caused harm to you and no matter what happened he just shrugged and gave up and as he began drinking more and more you lost him

he began to get angrier needing something or someone to take it out on and that’s where you came in.

he used to be such a good dad but it all ended when the alcohol became a permanent fixture in the fridge

he began to just ignore you especially as you began looking more like your mom and he got even more violent each day you showed more of her personality

it was when he hit you for the first time when you just realise how much he’s lost himself, as the hitting became more and more frequent that’s when you had to just distance yourself from him, you didn’t want to but you knew you had to