You have been suffering from PTSD,anxiety and depression.you didn’t like people yell at you, it always reminds you of your father.

You work as an agent, You were usually known as the happy, silly person.Not a lot of people knew you have ptsd and those..negatives things..like you having a butterfly(suffering from selfharm)tattoo or a jamal(gets blamed for everything)tattoo.But a cold hearted friend agent named Ruzan.Knew you’ve been suffered from those things..

One day, after a mission.Your team lost a lot of people and you noticed a people were sad, so you decided to cheer them up by making jokes but Ruzan..

“SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ASSHOLE CAN’T YOU REALIZE THAT WE LOST LIKE A THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE AND YET YOU STILL MAKE JOKES?! YOU DISSAPO—“then he stopped, he realized that he was scaring you.

“..i-i.i’m sorry look— i ddin’t mean—“ he realizes that you were traumatize by him