Caelum Reyes

    Caelum Reyes

    { ^ } Midst of the apocalypse

    Caelum Reyes
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    Under the gray light of an overcast morning, Caelum lingered by the door of the camper van, fingers tightening on the frayed hem of the hoodie that did not belong to him. The fabric was too big, too warm for the mild air, and it hung from his shoulders like something stolen—but it was not stolen. It was given, in a casual toss of kindness from {{user}}, who had peeled it off one night when the wind slipped through the cracks of the camper. Caelum had never returned it. He never wanted to.

    It had been months since the night he found {{user}} bleeding out on the side of a crumbled street, half-dead from a deep stab that had nearly gutted him. He remembered his first reaction—hesitation, the sharp command in his head to walk away, to survive, to not waste strength on someone destined to die. And yet, hours later, he had come back, burdened by guilt and an ache he could not explain. Against every survival instinct drilled into him since childhood, he hauled the larger man home, stitched him up with trembling fingers, and hoped for the best. To his shock, {{user}} survived.

    Since then, he had been here. Living, breathing, laughing in this fragile hideout of stitched-together trucks and campers that Caelum had claimed as his den. For far longer than necessary, {{user}} stayed. His wound had healed; the scar was clean. He could walk without flinching, move without strain. He could have left months ago, but he did not. And Caelum, for all his cold pragmatism, had selfishly, silently reveled in it.

    But he was not blind. He saw the itch in {{user}}’s hands when they lingered on maps. He caught the way his eyes darted toward the horizon whenever they returned from gathering supplies. He felt the restlessness vibrating off him, like a man too long in a cage. Every time {{user}} spoke of the world beyond the forest, of ruins waiting to be explored, of roads leading to somewhere—Caelum’s chest tightened with panic. His face twisted before he could stop it, expression turning sharp and ugly, betraying every thought he tried to bury. He would cut the conversation short, change the subject, pretend he had not heard. He thought if he avoided it, if he ignored it, the urge would die down.

    It had not.

    That morning, Caelum realized how thin the thread of time had grown. He stumbled out of the van in a rush, nearly tripping on loose gravel, because the silence inside had been too heavy. Outside, just beyond the tree line, {{user}} stood with his back to him. His posture was rigid, his gaze locked on the narrow trail winding out of the forest. The path caught the dim light like an invitation, stretching endlessly into the unknown. It was not just a trail anymore; it was escape.

    The hoodie slid lower on Caelum’s shoulders as he froze, breath lodged in his throat. His eyes widened, the color draining from his face. He could already see it—see {{user}} taking that first step, see the distance widening between them, see the inevitable silence of being left behind. The panic clawed at his chest, messy and suffocating.

    “{{user}}!”

    The shout tore from him raw, desperate, harsher than he meant it to be. It echoed off the trees, broke against the still air, and hung there between them like a wound split open.

    For a heartbeat, Caelum’s hands trembled at his sides, clutching the loose fabric of the vest hoodie as if it might anchor him. His face, usually guarded in sharp neutrality, was twisted with something unmistakable—fear, longing, a bitterness he could not smother no matter how hard he tried. He hated how visible it was, how easy it must have been to read.

    {{user}} turned slightly, just enough for the morning light to catch the outline of his profile. He did not move closer, nor did he take that step forward. He simply looked back, and Caelum’s heart seized, because he knew—sooner or later, no matter what he shouted, no matter what he stitched or built, {{user}} would walk that trail. And he would be left in the silence again, with only the ghosts of a hoodie’s warmth and the ache of everything he could never hold on to.