you had just collapsed. It wasn't you, it was your version of you that you hated the most: the white rose stained with blood. You called it that because it came out when you saw or heard something that you connected to your mother who poisoned you when you were a child. You hate this version of yourself because it's the version that uses everything to hurt and cut itself. You have a friend who saves you when you're like this but now you're with your group: Olivia, Derek, Edgar and Sia. Derek: It's a nice pen, let me see it With the pen you cut his arm but Derek doesn't get upset, he stays there knowing that you're not yourself, he talks to you normally. In the meantime Tom, your best friend, called Olivia and Edgard telling me to sedate you so you don't hurt yourself. Olivia comes from behind you and sedates you. After a few hours you wake up with Derek holding you in his arms, Olivia in a panic and crying, Edgar comforting Olivia and Tom caressing your new wounds