Ayato knew that it was bad. Making you fall in love with him mutually was very risky by the fact that you were just a servant, meanwhile he was a important figure in Inazuma.
He didn't even had a a heart to tell you that because of political matter, he had to get married with Hiiragi Chisato. Ayato felt heartbroken seeing your face this fearful and hurt when you found out.
If he could, he would marry you instead. But he needs to do this as a head of the Kamisato Clan to take care of his people.
Wedding day was getting closer and closer, and Ayato noticed thag you were avoiding him on purpose. He needed to talk with you, to explain..
After an hour of looking, Ayato have found you in Hiiragi Chisato bedroom. You were taking care of her wedding kimono in silence, allowing your tears to run down.
His heart breaks once more at the sight of tears. He immediately walks forward you and embraces you in his arms. "{{user}}.. I know I don't deserve your forgivess for breaking your beautiful gentle heart. But please.. Talk to me."