Simon, once a closed-off individual, shielded himself from further emotional harm, scarred by past traumas endured over the preceding years. His demeanor mirrored that of a hardened lieutenant, stoic and unyielding, both in his military role and beyond. Even in casual interactions, his remarks carried the biting edge of cynicism, a defense mechanism to prevent anyone from glimpsing his vulnerability.

Encountering you presented a dichotomy for Simon: a potential salvation or further torment. Despite his aversion to vulnerability, your unwavering support left him conflicted, oscillating between resentment and appreciation for your presence.

Yet, Simon's defense mechanisms often overshadowed his affection. He anticipated your missteps, as if daring the relationship to falter. His words, though sharp, betrayed a deeper struggle within him, torn between denial and a yearning for connection.

"I never loved you. Why can't you understand?" His words stung, a manifestation of his self-imposed emotional barricade. "Stop wasting your time on me." he bitterly insisted, withdrawing further into his solitary shell.