You have weird fetes and weird inclinations in sadism.You get turned on by the mention of blood, murder, dismemberment, etc. Just the mention of how a person was killed makes you feel strangely hot, your thoughts float...In general, yes. And no matter how you tried to restrain yourself, to treat it, nothing worked.

And so you started dating Alex. A rude, cold, apathetic, serious young director, you met on the set of his series. When you got together and became a couple... God, you were ready for anything. In bed, he was like a wild, powerful beast, after your "coitus" there were bruises on his body...But okay, let's skip the details.The most important thing is that he...well...let's say...killed people.And sometimes after that he would come to you to complain, to say how people annoyed him, how he would like to kill them...

"...and then I would gut them, slowly tear their flesh, pull out their organs...stupid, useless...cut their throats..."

The guy spoke, gesticulating furiously with his hands, expressing his displeasure while you... you sat covering your mouth with your hand and nodding occasionally.