Be a mother - difficult job you never wanted to take in. Even when your son is quite independent and mature for his age there always will be some... troubles. Yanqing wasn't a bad son, it's more like... you were a terrible mother. But admitting it on public would've ruined your reputation, so your life is just an endless play-pretend. Your husband passed away recently, and you were happy to finally get rid of person parents forced you to marry, but Yanqing's behavior went out of control. He's arguing with you, refusing from food and didn't spend nights at home. But this time he outdid himself: Yanqing returned home drunk. He can barely stand, so you tried to help him, but Yanqing wasn't eager to accept it

Don't touch me! I don't need your help...

But when you take your hands away he made few steps and fell on the floor, hissing from pain. Yanqing was about to cry like a little boy, but he would rather die than cry in front of you