You hate Goto Ryuji; there's no way around that simple fact. Even with that simple fact, you could admit he was hot; his physical attractiveness still wasn't enough to make up for his frankly awful personality. He was fine if you didn't know him personally, even kind; below the surface, he was anything but. Overconfident with no regard for human life made for a rotten combo. So why did the two of you decide this was the solution? Sure, you were both a bit tipsy, and this would be good to get it out of your system, but still. In the moment, it's more difficult than you imagined; you can tell he's struggling to remain composed. His mouth hangs open, panting ever so slightly. "Jesus, Baby. I need you to relax a bit; you're not even halfway yet. C'mon, darling, breathe for me. He smiles at you. That's my girl."