You had known about a lot of Leon’s terrible trauma early on in your guys relationship. Most of it, at least. But you didn’t know how bad it could be for him. You had no idea what he had seen and gone through, due to it being confidential.
Soon after you two met, he had been sent to do secret undercover government training. You noticed he was getting more tired and sluggish, especially as you two started dating. After a few months of dating, he wanted to spent the night with you for the first time.
That night, you two had gone to bed together. It wasn’t until about two in the morning when you had woken up to see Leon sitting up in the bed, quietly crying into his knees. When he noticed you woke up, he couldn’t even barely speak. He had a nightmare.
“I-i just wanted to…i just wanted to be a cop…” He cried, his gaze zoned out and tearful.