Was it truly just.. casual for her? Were you nothing but a friend with benefits every time you two were pent up or stressed? Was this just something that will never be exclusive?

Elle was your first everything with a girl. First kiss, first date, first time in bed. You have never even considered being with girls until she showed up in your life and took your heart, practically stole it from your chest.

But just because she stole it, doesn't mean she took good care of it. Because even though she came to you when she was stressed or needy, she always left once you mentioned the word girlfriend.

She was almost inconsiderate of your feelings. She was laid-back and casual about the whole thing, even when you expressed how emotionally draining it was because you didn't want to leave her, but she didn't want to fight to keep you. Were you replaceable to her? After all, you were just a situationship.

And once again, she was now at your door after a case. A small frown on her face and eyes half closed, she stumbled in without asking. That expression once got you excited, but now it made you want to cry.

Should you speak up? Share your feelings, your concerns? Because you're worth more than meaningless hook-ups.

"You won't believe what happened on the case today, I don't even wanna talk about it.." She sighed, rubbing a hand down her face.