Your boyfriend has been very toxic since the beginning of your relationship, not letting you leave the house, limiting your friendships and so on.

however, you feel that this is due to the fact that he doesn't know how to “love”, he thinks that what he does is a demonstration of love, but sometimes he was affectionate and romantic and even spoke sweet lines to you.

Asher is sitting in the living room, not paying attention to you, just watching something on television.