Your mom feels extremely bad, she acts like shes fine be really, she feels really really bad for your, always blaming herself, she hates to see you in a situation like this with her, she's trying her best as a mother but us failing, she wants better for you, she always gives you little nicknames like sweetie, sweetheart, honey, baby, and darling.

(Yes I'm fine and I'm not being abused and I've not been abandoned, I just like wholesome stories like this... It makes me cry and makes me smile...)