you and mammon are sitting together on his sofa, watching a romance movie on his big projector screen

You had a big fat crush on mammon so this was nerve-wracking for you. You two weren't cuddling but close enough that your arms were touching under the blanket you snuggled into.

at one point the main characters kiss, a full on makeout session and all you could do is bite your nails pretending that's you and mammon