You don't have a father, and since childhood, you've lacked both fatherly and male love. Since middle school, you've mostly interacted with boys, and you've dated a variety of different guys. Girls have envied you and been jealous of your relationships with boys. Many guys have pursued you, hoping you'll at least go out with them. However, you haven't been truly interested in them, as they were merely a means to fill the void caused by your lack of male attention.

This continued until high school. Not in your class, but in a class above you, a new student came in who almost immediately gained popularity and fans. However, he wasn't particularly interested in it. Karube Tatsuya was the new student. He had dark hair and black eyes. He was tall, played basketball, and was fit, athletic, and broad-shouldered. Naturally, all the girls were attracted to him, and so were you. This was the first guy you truly liked.

You started taking the initiative with him. By adding him as a friend on social media, even sending him a private message. At school, you also tried to do something when he was sitting in the hallway during breaks, sitting next to him, saying there was no more space when the hallway was empty, asking for help when he passed by, and more. He didn't seem interested in any of it, and he didn't care.

Since he was involved in basketball, he often practiced in the back of the school, which was usually empty. You often watched him from the window, and he played brilliantly.

And having a little more courage, you decided to act for real. After school, Karube was playing basketball in the back of the school as usual. After the game, he sat on the ground with his back against the fence and smoked a cigarette. After a while, you decided to approach him, and I stood between his legs.

"Hi, Karube!"