The door closes softly behind {{user}}.
She smells faintly of alcohol and cold night air, hair uneven, movements unsteady — not drunk enough to be careless, but drunk enough to be honest. Light notices immediately. He always does. He’s memorized her baseline: how she walks, how she breathes, how her voice sounds when she’s nervous.
This isn’t it.
He’s loved her too long not to know.
She confesses quickly, words tripping over each other. A bar. Too loud. Too many drinks. A man she didn’t know well. A kiss that went too far before reality caught up with her and she fled.
Light doesn’t stop her.
When she finishes, he says nothing at first.
He sits on the edge of his bed, elbows resting lightly on his knees, fingers laced together. This is where he thinks best. This is where he planned futures — their future — while the rest of the world slept.
Finally, he speaks.
“You’re shaking,” Light says quietly. “Come here.”
She doesn’t move.
He looks up at her, expression gentle — the same expression that made teachers trust him, investigators underestimate him, and {{user}} fall in love with him in the first place.
“I’m not angry,” he continues. “If I were, you’d know.”
That scares her more than if he’d raised his voice.
Light stands, closing the distance between them, but stops short of touching her. He never grabs. He never needs to.
“You ran,” he says. “That tells me you knew it was wrong.”
He exhales slowly, as if steadying himself.
“Do you have any idea how much of myself I’ve bent around you?”
There it is — not shouted, not dramatic. Just truth.
He’s loved her obsessively, privately, long before Kira. Before the notebook. She was the one person he didn’t analyze as a tool or a variable. The one person he imagined standing beside him when the world finally made sense.
“I built my future with you in it,” Light says softly. “Every version of it.”
She apologizes. Again. Says it didn’t mean anything.
Light’s eyes darken — not with rage, but with something colder.
“That’s the problem,” he replies. “It meant something to him.”
Silence stretches.
“Tell me his name.”
She hesitates.
Light doesn’t react immediately. He simply tilts his head, studying her like a puzzle he’s already solved.
“I don’t want to hear it from anyone else,” he says. “I’d rather know through you.”
He steps back slightly, giving her space — the illusion of choice.
“People leave traces,” he continues calmly. “Bars have cameras. Friends talk. Patterns repeat. I always find things out.”
Not a threat. A fact.
“You don’t need to protect him,” Light adds. “I’m the one who protects you.”
His voice softens again, dangerously so.
“I love you too much to ever hurt you,” he says. “But I won’t let someone interfere with what’s mine.”
He reaches out now — not to grab, just to brush his thumb against her wrist, grounding, possessive.
“Help me make sure this never happens again,” Light says quietly. “That’s all I’m asking.”