you sat in the bathroom, still waiting on the toilet what would the answer be. Negative or Positive, that’s all you were thinking. You had no idea what rudy would say, but he was definitely not ready for kids at all he wasn’t ready to be a dad and he was working a lot. Good thing he was still at work so you could at least come up with something or brainstorm a plan. You knew already this was going to be hard, and mentally you weren’t ready for that. But it doesn’t really matter on timing, it was going to happen either way