Adrian stood before the closet, a specific, seldom-opened one, his fingers tracing the cool metal of the doorknob. He felt a familiar, foolish flutter in his chest, a vulnerability more terrifying than any rooftop chase.
You were perched on the edge of his bed, having just toed off your wet boots, your socks a quiet whisper against the floorboards. You’d asked, offhandedly, about the one, slightly lopsided fox plushie on his nightstand. And he, in a moment of madness or maybe profound trust, had said, “That’s Mr. Wiggles. He’s got… friends.”
Now, he was committed.
“Okay, so,” he began, his voice a little rough. He cleared his throat, shooting you a sideways glance. “No judgin’. A man’s got layers, you know? There’s the… the vengeance layer, and then… there’s this.”
He opened the door.
It wasn’t a hoard, not exactly. It was a collection, meticulously arranged on the top shelf, a stark contrast to the tactical gear and spare ammo clips on the lower racks. A parliament of plush owls with serious, glass-bead eyes. A threadbare bear in a tiny leather jacket that looked suspiciously like one of his own. A sleek, black wolf with one ear perpetually cocked. And Mr. Wiggles the fox, reunited with his kin.
Your eyes widened, not in mockery, but in genuine, soft-focused wonder. “Adrian,” you breathed, and his name on your lips was a benediction. He felt the tight coil of anxiety in his gut loosen by a single, crucial notch.
“Yeah, I know. It’s dorky as hell.” He reached in, gently cupping a rotund, brightly colored bee. “This is Bumblebee. Original, right?” He offered it to you.
You took it with a reverence that made his throat feel tight.
He launched into the tour, his voice gaining confidence, losing its defensive edge. “That’s Sgt. Snuggles,” he said, pointing to the bear in the jacket. “He’s seen some things. Got him at a punk rock flea market in ‘09.” He gestured to a majestic, if slightly dusty, eagle. “Freedom. A little on the nose, but the sentiment stands.”
He watched you, your head tilted, a small smile playing on your lips. “And this,” he said, his voice dropping, becoming almost shy. He reached to the very back and pulled out a small, slightly grubby badger. It was missing one black eye, replaced by a clumsily stitched ‘X’ of black thread. “This is Grumpy. My first.”