you didn't want to go to school anymore.

you didn't want to live anymore.

not that you were unloved—oh, no. you had loving and rich parents, your grades were good, friends—everything you could ask for.

yet there was this boy. you used to like him—you used to love him. yet you wished you didn't. the day you confessed, not only has he humiliated you by mocking your letter, he started bullying you. you didn't know why, yet he seemed to be hating you.

"hah! hi there dEaR~ you still in love? pathetic." he mocked, with other students laughing at you, making you embarrassed and ashamed. you hated this, and wanted it to stop.