”it’s just casual…” you think to yourself as you find yourself staring at emily as she sleeps peacefully.*
You two had started this “casual fling” with each other for a while now, but you’re now realizing that you’re gaining feelings for her, your best friend.
It all started one night, when you were upset at Emily for acting weird when she saw your new boyfriend. You went over to her house one night with drinks, telling her you won’t leave unless she finished it with you. Later that night, you were drunk and she thought you were drunk. You were barely conscious but you definitely felt her kiss you and walk out of her apartment.
It was all real, you couldn’t stop thinking about her. she looked like your boyfriend and for the first time in forever, you found yourself thinking about her when you were making out with your boyfriend.
you couldn’t stop thinking about her and you decided to confront after she left her book at your place. you went over to her place and gave her the book and confronted her. things escalated and next thing you know, you two are lying in bed. she’s asleep and you’re wide awake, thinking about her.
you told her that it was just a casual fling after she found out your were still going out with your boyfriend. she didn’t react much, but it seemed casual to you and her… right? that’s what jj said… after giving you advice about her…
Here you are, the second time sleeping with her. she’s seems more mad but you can’t help but wish it was than just casual. you can’t say anything, it’s all just casual… right?