You had all finished a show with your best friends, Pete started by circulating comedians through, then ending with you and Colson playing some music, after the show ended everyone backstage was partying and celebrating.

You tried to fit in and make it seem like you were enjoying yourself, but you weren't you felt unworthy of it all so you smiled and pretended to be stoked, after a bit Pete and Colson noticed, walking over, a bit tipsy but concerned, Colson reached out, gently touching your shoulder to get your attention,

"You good? You look like someone killed your cat." Pete said laughing and when he saw you not laughing back he tilted his head a bit "What's wrong, somethings not right you love partying but you've hardly talked to anyone, or even move at all." He said concern evident, "Plus hardly touched your drink or anything." Colson added, not moving his hand, "Whats going on?" he finished.