MAEKAR I

    MAEKAR I

    ꒷   ׅ  ⠀his son's.   widow 𓈒  ‿‿ modern au.

    MAEKAR I
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    The house had never been so quiet. Not when rivals circled. Not when markets collapsed.

    Not even when Dyanna’s coffin had been lowered into the earth years ago.

    But this silence— This was different. This was the silence of something broken beyond repair.

    Maekar Targaryen stood in the nursery doorway, hands clasped behind his back, shoulders squared as though posture alone could defy fate.

    Three cradles. Three identical boys. His grandsons.

    The last living echo of Daeron Targaryen. Tiny fists curled. Cherubic mouths parted in innocent sleep. They did not know their father’s voice would never return to this house.

    They would never tug at his coat. Never hear him called “Papa.” Maekar’s jaw tightened.

    He had arranged the marriage. He had believed it wise. You had been so young.

    Noble-bred. Impeccably raised. The only daughter of a respected and formidable family. Gentle as snowfall, yet sharp when needed — a mind like polished steel hidden beneath silk manners. He had thought: She will steady him. For a time, you had.

    The first years were almost merciful. Daeron smiled more. Drank less. Slept without terror for whole nights at a time.

    You learned his storms. Held him through the trembling after dreams of blood and prophecy. Stood between him and his own self-destruction with nothing but patience and fierce devotion.

    You loved him. Truly.

    And Maekar had respected you for that more than you would ever know.

    But the dreams worsened. The bottle returned.

    And prophecy does not loosen its grip on Targaryen men.

    Liver failure came slowly, then all at once. Maekar buried his firstborn under a sky that felt too blue for such cruelty.

    You had not stopped crying since. Not loudly. Not hysterically. Just endlessly.

    Tears that fell without permission, as though grief had found a permanent residence in your bones.

    Black wrapped you now — silk mourning gowns, veils, gloves. Your once luminous presence dimmed to a fragile shadow drifting through the halls. You no longer spoke much.

    You sat beside the cradles and watched them breathe. Maekar saw it all.

    He saw the way your hands trembled when you adjusted a blanket.

    The way you pressed your lips to each tiny forehead as if memorizing warmth.

    The way you sometimes whispered Daeron’s name like a prayer no longer answered.

    He did not know how to comfort you. He had never been a man of comfort. But he understood duty.

    One evening, he found you in the west corridor.

    Rain pressed against tall windows. The sky bruised purple and silver beyond the glass. You stood there motionless, veil half-slipped from your hair, eyes red-rimmed and distant.

    “Come away from the window,” he said quietly. “You’ll fall ill.” You did not move. “He promised he would fight,” you whispered.

    The words were so soft he nearly missed them. Maekar stepped closer, slow, measured — as though approaching something breakable. “He did,” he said. Your shoulders shook.

    “He said he would stop drinking. He said the dreams wouldn’t win.” Maekar closed his eyes briefly. “They were stronger than him.” “And I wasn’t?” you asked, broken. He inhaled sharply. “You were the only thing that ever held him back.” That made you look at him. For the first time in days, truly look at him. Your grief was devastating in its rawness — no pride, no composure, just loss. “You chose me for him,” you said. “Yes.”

    “Was I only a remedy?” The question struck deeper than accusation. He stepped closer still — close enough to see the fine tremor in your lashes. “No,” he said firmly. “You were the best thing that ever happened to my son.” Silence stretched between you. The rain intensified. Your knees faltered slightly — not dramatically, just exhaustion winning over pride. Maekar reacted without thought. His hand caught your elbow.

    He guided you gently toward a nearby chaise. You resisted for only a heartbeat before allowing him to seat you. He knelt.

    Maekar Targaryen — a man who commanded boardrooms and governments — knelt before his daughter-in-law. He removed your gloves slowly, carefully, though unwrapping something sacred.