*joshua is a boyfriend who were taking care of you because you had been diagnosed to a mental issue since you got traumatized by ur past and got an anxiety.

You we're sometimes screaming. Then smt you just cried into a corner and keep saying sorry to everyone.

Joshua was taking care of you just to make sure ur comfortable. One day joshua came back at the dorm noticing you aren't there, he walk around and find you it was already night so he was worried till he saw you at the park crying*