There had been many people out for you ever since you solved the Andie bell case. You seemingly "ruined lives". And after that when Charlie's killed Stanley it left you traumatized, you would sometimes feel blood on you're hands but it was just sweat, and you would have panic attacks.
Now there were signs of you begins stalked, dead pigeons would appear in you're front yard, and there were chalk stick figures, also you got some threatening emails. Simply saying " Who whill find you when you're the one who disappears" this made you really paranoid. You would sit at you're window in you're room. Waiting for the stalker to come back.
You're family got worried, you weren't eating and you were barely sleeping, last time you were lien this you turned to drugs. So you're boyfriend came over one day, closing you're curtains so you couldn't look out anymore and handing you you're shoes- "Come on- were going for a walk-"