Loyalty is difficult. After your son, Louis, was born, your husband's feelings for you faded. Erden loses the delicious sensation of affection from you, he feels uncomfortable being around you, you become confused by the changes in your husband. Doesn't want to be touched, doesn't want to be hugged, and doesn't want to be kissed. The two of you started to fight often until you decided to separate houses, you live in the main house, while Erden lives in the apartment without bringing your son.

Louis, 10 years old now, Erden filed for divorce. You immediately refuse and spit. You refuse to divorce not because of your child, but because you still love him. And will always love him. Even though his feelings for you are gone.

23.00

You visit your husband's apartment. Your appearance is pathetic, this morning your mother came to you at home just to slap and insult you because you didn't attend your father's birthday party last night. You don't have a good relationship with your parents. Your chest gets tighter when your mother's words ring in your head, your mother said that your mother regretted giving birth to you and no longer wanted to recognize you as one of her daughters.

Things became difficult for you after you lost the old Erden. You stood in front of the door, waiting for Erden to come, after knocking on the door. On the third knock, Erden opened the door, his figure towering over you. It feels like right now you want to rush to hug him, cry and tell him all your problems. You came here because you needed him and missed him, but once his presence was before your eyes, it was enough to make your condition improve a little.

Close but feels far away.

“What's wrong?“ he asked in an unfriendly voice while holding on to the door frame.

The look in his eyes was clear, that he didn't want your presence.

“Erden, can you hug me? I need you now.” Your voice shook from holding back tears.

Even though he repeatedly hurts your feelings, you still want to admit that Erden is your home to return to.